♥ e.li.za.bethh.

.Thursday, November 19, 2009 ♥

The voice of nightly winds has awakened me

2da my C.A. was pretty okiies ii should say .. ii short of $300 to balancing figure .. damn . after sch , cong called gabriel to pick miie from sch .. den he send miie back to andriel's place .. waited for miie to bathe and all .. ii think like 45min ? impressive that he actually fetch miie from sch den wait downstairs some more ..

den head to bugis . they play billiard .. ii study auditing .. farkking boring subject . ii swear ii hate theory man .. after that they go arcade play ..

cute siia this one .. but ii duno how to play .. lols"

once a rider ..

now a racer ..

time flies man .. last time cong still ride bike .. in team some more .. now change to car liiaos arhhs .. hahhs"

are there too many stuffs in my head till its leaking out or wadd ? quite a no. of ppl spotted miie with a frown .. ii'll probably be frowning till andriel POP man .. ohhs . andriel decided to take class 2B .. happy for him .. ii wanna take class 3 though .. with the nice scars on my knees , ii've been reconsidering for quite a while whether to take class 2B or not .. hmms ..

cheers!

DEADOLL.

LOVES ♥♥♥ 11/19/2009 11:45:00 PM

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lay down your arms .. give up the fight ..

my andriel kept reminding miie to blog .. though iim suppose to be aslp now but ohhs well . its 1.49am ppl .. my eyes are painful but not very tired .. iim dead man .. 2mr got accounting ca .. ii want my "A" siia .. 2da sharon lee asked miie (in short) why so emo .. isit becos of work or bf .. well , ii feel like replying none of the above .. siians .. maybe its really bf ... andriel not arnd .. really damn siians .. he emo , ii lagi siians ... if he happy ii dun feel that bad ..

wahahhs" ii snapped a pic of his platoon photo .. just nice can see his name arhhs .. he damn cute larhhs ^^.

2da .. went to study with sulywn , pingying , minting and wan xin . ii just ate , plugged on my ipod and do revisions man .. glad iim picking up but erms .. alittle late ehhs . the big day's 2mr man ... den called cong to fetch miie .. ii was at sembawang sun plaza man .. so far .. lols" den went backk to eggie's place .. cos mum & dad's at the cruise man .. so its better if ii stay here also .. nearer to sch .. scare ii late larhhs ..

andriel's acting wierder .. he kinda confronted miie for the 1st time .. he called and ask where ii was .. who was ii with ... where did ii go .. where am ii going .. felt really wierd for the very 1st time .. ii always tell ppl my bf was the best .. he is very nice .. he won't control me .. blahhs blahhs .. but suddenly he acted this way made miie think twice about my words .. but well , he apologised .. he must've been too stress in army again ...

ii noe he miss miie , his friends and home .. when he book out , ii must bring him to the movies .. though we're a little tight but .. it'll be worth it to let him loosen up .. so poor thing ah bb .. ii also cannot help him anything .. every night hear his voice for merely 10-15min .. eggie , you duno how much ii miss you only .. ii may not like to express myself through the phone .. but every weekend when you see miie , you cannot tell mehhs ? BE STRONG , BELIEVE .

some old photos of miie and fiona .. probably the last photo ever taken .. went to ratchada den head to dbl o to drink back den .. cos she got a little dispute with desmond so ii acc her lorhhs .. so steady ryte ?? dun understand .. really dun understand ..... sighh .. anyway .. thanks for everything :)

miie and via .. my very good friend .. she was there all the time in year 1 . my hmw , my life , bgr .. waddeva .. but you all noe .. friends come and go .. so ppl .. treasure your time yea ..

alittle random .. a pic of my friends .. most of them from year 1 .. thanks fiona for your care and concern man . ii really appreciate it :)

cheers!
DEADOLL.

LOVES ♥♥♥ 11/19/2009 01:40:00 AM

.Monday, November 16, 2009 ♥

flames to dust .. lovers to friends .. why do all good things comes to an end ?

okiies eggie , ii didn't promise you .. but ii said ii will try to blog everyday for your sake allryte ? :)

2da ii went to sch (amazing) .. den after sch ah bb came to send miie to work :D sooooo happy can! walaus .. when was the last time he sent miie to work man .. still rmb last time he will only send miie to work when he's going studio for drumming den sun bian send miie to work -.- nice bf .. hahhs" still , ii'm thankful okiies :)

we laughed all the way .. ii asked him wadd is disenchanted ..

andriel : you noe wadd is enchanted ? something like magic ?
elizabeth : uhh huhhs ..
andriel : yea , disenchanted is the opposite larhhs .. poof ! the magic gone ..

he was so funny when he do the hand action larhhs .. walaus .. bth .. hahhs"

den ii was singing to him "can you meet me halfway , right at the boarderline .. where iim gonna wait for you"
& he was " nono ! ii meet you at home "
ii burst into laughter lorhhs .. so happy like that :)

andriel got depression .. thats wadd his mum derived from their conversation .. ii called him during my 10min break in class and his phone was off so ii called his mum to see if he's still home .. just when andriel called miie , his mum returned my call ..

aunt jean : Hi elizabeth !
deadoll : Auntie jean ! ohhs nth larhhs .. andriel's phone was switched off , so ii called to ask if he's still home ..
aunt jean : ohhs .. ii was bathing just now so ii thought it was an emergency call , ii called you back straight after ii bathed .. he left 10min ago already ..
deadoll : ohhs .. okok . can ..
aunt jean : elizabeth , you must treat andriel nicer arhhs .. dun always scold him .. just now we talked & he sound troubled . next time then ii tell you , iim going out soon .. ii think he's really troubled and need your love and concern ..

okiies .. from this conversation .. it kinda freaked miie out .. like "huhhs? ii treat him very bad mehhs ?" ii straight away asked andriel "ii treat you not good mehhs ????" LOLS"

den chey .. ii thought wadd .. the truth is his mum guessed he got depression .. well , not really surprised cos ii agree that these few weeks he've been damn emo emo emo .. he will super love love miie and miss miie .. not ii bhb or wadd horhhs .. but he's been saying it out so often .. too often in fact .. in 1 month's time he's going to POP already . still will like that .. at the start , ii understand .. but now , ii really think ah bb got emotional stress ..

ii admit that ii duno wadd's he's going thru inside .. but well , ii reminded him to be strong like me .. ii also now like no friends .. no more so called clique or good friends to hang out with and to eat with after sch .. really disenchanted .. now ii noe how to use this word with your funny explanation .. hahhs"

so sad when ii thought of how me and regina suddenly so close and suddenly not even friends like that .. & ii really think only lifang can tolerate my outrageous temper .. its just such a pity that our route can never be the same as before .. ii always tell andriel .. if ii die , my funeral sure got alot of ppl one .. so meaningless to live when everything in life isn't as smooth as ii wanted it to be .. so many obstacles that ii reflect so much that ii duno wadds right and wrong anymore ..

ii tried to be as good as ii can , but didn't expect this friendship to be so weak .. when she back pain ii cab down from ps to fetch her back .. waddeva she wanna do , ii sure on her .. no more eyeliner ii also buy for her .. ii need to buy for myself also must think twice arhhs . look at my coach wristlet more emo . she psycho miie to buy one .. ii even came up with similiar conbination name like andrielizabeth for her & her guy larhhs .. siighh .. ii dun wanna believe in friends anymore .. ii dun even wanna believe in humans .

when you feel so down , you duno who to turn to .. when you're happy , you duno who to share your joy with .. when you're troubled , you can only bottled it up and talk to urself .. this is how ii felt all this while .. life without andriel is really miserable . & so ii said ii'll wait .. so STFU and dun emo anymore ah b .. you think army is tough ? den you think iim enjoying my life outside ? bloody nonsense .... ii should be dead ..

2day at ps , glenn styled my hair .. damn COOL .. love this style man ! arwui at bugis styled my hair something like this once before .. just nice that day go baybeats with andriel .. ii looked like a rocker yo ! xD

look at how my blackie slept ? so cute lorhhs .. can yours sleep like that too ? hahhs"

ii feel like crying now .. but who can ii cry to ?

cheers!
DEADOLL.

LOVES ♥♥♥ 11/16/2009 11:31:00 PM